The past few months have been full of personal highs and some lows as well... but I am doing my best to remain in a positive frame of my mind despite any low moments. Some days it is easier than others to rise AND shine... other days the struggle is real. Through it all, I'm living... my best life on purpose. 2018 is flying by and as I take a moment to look back over the past 8 plus months, I am reminded of how strong I really am. This has been a year of feeling, revealing and most of all healing. I am still not 100% as I have had to confront a number of people and address a number of things that I have never really bothered to focus on. Although I have not been one to let anyone or anything get in my way... I realize that there are things that were stifling my further growth. Personally and professionally I had to let go of what was preventing me from reaching my fullest potential. I had to let go of all that was not adding to my ultimate happiness. I had to strip myself and my life down and take a deep look at the core of who I AM and my life as a result. By doing so I realized what was missing... what was not up to par... what needed to change. Throughout my life I have often taken inventory of people and things, but never like this. I have finally bared it all and put myself out there in a way that I have never done before. I shared my inner most fears... and my heart and my soul with others... and let me tell you it has been the best thing I could have done for myself. I have publicly and privately shared some things with people that I kept to myself... and regardless of their feelings... I have freed myself from the bondage of fear. For the first time in my life I am truly fearless when it comes to who I am and what my purpose is in this life. Free from fear, I am able to truly step out on faith. I am confident that the fearless actions that I have taken recently will serve me well as I continue to live... my best life... and in doing so hopefully inspiring others to do the same. We all have a purpose in life and as a result we should live our lives on purpose... without fear... without doubt... so that one day we can look back without regretting anything left undone out of fear or doubt. Living in fear means you are letting your emotions rule your life... living in doubt means you do not have faith.
a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid.
to be uncertain about; consider questionable or unlikely; hesitate to believe.